Due May 25, 2012. I still can't believe it though my nausea will not let me forget. With two battling stomach viruses this week, I have to say I'm pretty overwhelmed by the idea of adding a third to the mix. The realities of parenting have hit me squarely in the face over and over this week. It is so hard to be a mama (or in my case, a nonny). God always provides what we need, so I have to just trust that he will continue. I so want to live as though I know that he will provide and not just hope that he will. The former is more freeing. Hopefully, as my nausea passes my fears of the future will too.